Avoiding thoughts about the after life Hiding my face from the light Window closed, no air inside Still I try to put on a smile But I'm not worried, I'm just okay I washed of all my sins today But I'm afraid... I'm afraid of letting go... 'Cause I'm afraid... I'm afraid of letting you know... That I'm not ready... But soon I'll learn to say goodbye. As you sit down there by my bed And ask me how I am today I never thought I'd be one of those Who cannot even say what I don't wanna do And I'm not worried, I'm just okay... Oooohhh... Washed of all my sins today But I'm afraid... I'm afraid of letting go... 'Cause I'm afraid... I'm afraid of letting you know... That I'm not ready... But soon I'll learn to say goodbye. I'm not ready... But soooon I'll say goodbye.