What's the point of Feeling controlled By my own damn self perception Again I don't try to Undermine you Cause you're all I ever wanted Anyway How could you be Someone like me When you made it look so easy To leave What the hell was I thinking? Giving you just any reason to Step right in and take ahold of Everything you ever wanted Why could I be at fault? I just don't know how to love I swear i've seen this all before It really never was enough Why should I try to explain? I'm sorry bud how bout next birthday I never. wanted anything Instead you gave me what I'm missing What more can I say All our goodbyes Already made I swear I can't live with out you I'll meet you there Knowing the truth I'm caving in Side of my mind What's your excuse For leaving a child I can't believe I've wasted this time Wondering if I'm the reason why