Where should I start? Disjointed heart I've just lost my commitment To my own flesh and blood Left alone far from my home (Far from my home) No one to hear me No one to heal me Locked up inside to the point I've regressed If my anger's a gift I guess I've been blessed (I guess I've been blessed) How am I supposed to be? You have no clue what I've been through You left me here when I need you Still I'll see this through the end Don't you see this is my everything? What else is there for me to do? Part of me won't go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can't live without it so it's senseless I remember what they have thought to me Listening to all of that and this again So i pretended up a person who's fitting in I never thought what I said would have you running Dead to the truth and buried from the inside out Unsure if I was enough from the day I was born It's not enough How am I supposed to be? You have no clue what I've been through You left me here when I need you Still I'll see this through the end Don't you see this is my everything? What else is there for me to do? This world has a heavy hold Don't get lost in the upside down ways This world has a heavy hold Don't get lost in the upside down ways This world has a heavy hold Don't get lost in the upside down ways This world has a heavy hold Don't get lost in the upside down ways