I stay behind closed doors To be alone with my thoughts What do I do when I'm alone? Well, I hurt myself or everyone I can feel the darkness in my mind The look in my heart The sickness is inside, not outside, my friend And when you understand ♪ The thoughts in my head Comes from a room behind the walls they live in Sometimes, I wish I were dead 'Cause my thoughts would kill the living I can feel the darkness in my mind The look in my heart The sickness is inside, not outside, my friend And when you understand ♪ I've got friends who love me And I sure love them I know they'll take good care of me And I'll take good care of them And when the darkness comes creeping I brace against the storm And when my love is leaving I search my friends at home I can feel the darkness in my mind The look in my heart The sickness is inside, not outside, my friend And when you understand