2 a.m. my head hits the pillow once again And I hear some footsteps coming in Voices from below let me know you're not alone It's time for me to start another show And I will pretend that I only want a friend Cos it makes it easier, easier for me to cut the thread I make it so complicated So now you have a girl that won't screw over you I know I'm to blame when you smile with her name Cos I'm scared to give you everything Bruising every vein when I say that I'm ok It's time for me to love another way And I will pretend that I only want a friend Cos it makes it easier, easier for me to cut the thread I make it so complicated So now you have a girl that won't screw over you Don't think I could lose again Safer if I sabotage Got too close I'm to blame I shut it down cos I don't deserve you And I will pretend that I only want a friend Cos it makes it easier, easier for me to cut the thread I make it so complicated So now you have a girl that won't screw over you You know that I'll screw over you