I know the way that it hurts, it's best I put it in words
I say that imma do better, you say it keeps getting worse
Relationships you can't be selfish with yourself, that's a bar
And to be honest right now momma I can't give you my heart
I gotta (Go!) keep my spirit intact, in fact
I tell you just like T.I told em
Why you wanna go & do that?
Say you don't care, but I could see it in the way you react
From the change in your face, to the change of name contacts
What we gon call this?
Started tall but watch it fall like this
Get to callin, crying, bawlin
Done with all my shit
Since we been at odds, you been getting even
Wylin for specific reasons tryna
Put me in the corner like it's Willie Beamen
Now it's arguments we caught up in that old shit
Thought I healed from it but like Neyo I been so sick
Her eyes look away, nah, mama you can't hide it
Swear the shit ain't been the same since we divided
That's when she said
Though love cost a pretty penny, I ain't proud of
We need a One on One Like Kyla Pratt
Is we ever getting back?
Back and Forth, Like Aaliyah
At Your Best, We still aint Match
Through the Fire, Our Desire was why we were attached
You was on Square Biz like Teena
So, I thought I fall back
Like the leaves in the season, we called autumn
Ego bruised, I let you put a dent in my armor
Finding empathy, in it, like maybe this is my karma
I pray these toxic traits don't find a way on our daughter
In a alternate world
We would've made it to the altar, why I oughta
Ring the alarm, been in this long like Ms. Carter
You Know, You Ain't Sorry, Save the sorrow for tomorrow
Or Whoever, that you thinking that you gon be better off with
Tell em be cautious, cause I been as blue as Slauson
Since Nip Passed, Tryna move on to my new new but my heart is saying
Yeah
I took Ls and thought we would be well and well
When the well runs dry my scale comparisons are pale to you
And I fail to do what I said
Tell the truth you ask
And our lives scared
That you would put me on blast
So, hi-tec I got caught up in
All my apps
I knew you black
My thoughts are black
Thought we banned up
Gave me a different finger like
Like fuck that
Screaming like a bunch of exes kids
Where the trust at
I ain't grown enough
What you sayin
Like yard on blackish
Just know I'm a helluva actress
I smile through all of my bullshit
And laugh through my sadness
Yeah
This pain too real
My girls looking at me like you fucked up for real
I'm Michael Jackson
Knowing you are not alone
It's hard to see your face now
Like
Emmett Till
And that's not a shock g
That I never give back the key
But still
I tried to replace you like ASAP
But Rih's place got steps
Too many levels
They below the deck
We had a foundation
That you just can't
Make up with sex
Though I tried
I cried so much
Mary J would be upset
I'm in exhale
With everything I drug you through
They would just pray to me
You said Imma pray for you
You told me don't play with you
I went and poured my chest out
Now I find myself bored cuz you really the best out
We never got a first place
We never got a first child
If we get a second chance it would sound like Bilal
Baby I'm your soul sister
I'm tryna take the air out
But it's hard to stomach every time I see your face now
Look I'm a man down
Like dot dot dot
In my text box but you never hit send
Then told me kick rocks
A damn shame
I got humbled like this
Loyalty, loyalty, loyalty I didn't commit
Damn