So clever
I almost fell again
Stuck in this circle
I'm back in the bends
I don't deserve this
Good has come my way
Getting all the monsters
Out of the way
You can't speak your mind
Cuz it's out of its place
I have seen true anger
And it lives on your face
(It only takes a while)
Breathe in and out my love
(Everyday I wear a smile)
Don't let it get you
I don't deserve this
Good has come my way
Getting all the monsters
Out of the way
Try speaking with a noose round your neck
Can't breathe
Can't see
Can't check around the glue
The bond
The feeling that it was wrong
I wish that I could say that it's gone
But it stays it will never leave
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to hurt you
I meant to leave
I'm hiding the purple underneath my sleeves
My knees they're covered in red
And don't forget about the stains you left
I can't trust the walls behind me
And I can't trust the floor underneath me
And I wanna trust you
I wanna trust you
I wanna trust you
So let me in
Wake me
What could go wrong
I thought you cared
I don't deserve you
Getting me away
Distracting me from the pain
That is today
I find myself looking
Into the deepest pond
I'll die happy
As long as you aren't gone