I wish i was tall like white shorts He feels everything i should In the back of the van, 1 night stand I can feel it rushing on my way home I wish i was loud like esports And saying mean things in my room But here i am, watch you stand And wish that i could become you Why don't you look at me at all? I don't know why i want you to Look at me at all I think something's changed I think you were born in my place Singing "la da da da da you're real You're real and i am not" ♪ Sit back and all you do is kill me I'm tired of watching you breathing Wishing that chest would rise and fall as my own Before everything had ended It wasn't hard to keep pretending I have my shit together, now i don't White shorts ur everything that i need How many times i'm losing sleep Because i know i'll never win Sea green and everything is blurry Why aren't i even holding Onto the fact i'm the best i've ever been? Why don't you look at me at all? I don't know why i want you to Look at me at all I think something's changed I think you were born in my place Singing "la da da da da you're real You're real and i am not" ♪ I wish i was tall like white shorts He sees the world in different shades And i'm a lot You're real and i am not