Sometimes you feel It keeps you from thinking you're not real I don't think I want us to make it I'm getting tired of trying to stay clean, and Oh it'll be fine You can act tough now I can be nice Oh it'll be fine You can act tough now I can be nice I can't stop having dreams Where my whole family Kicks and shouts and screams at me For bein' a little bitch and saying stupid things I know that they love me So why do they act so mean in my head? I can't stop having dreams Where I'm on the Natick Mall floor Screaming that "I'm gonna kill myself This time I'm gonna do it" And everyone around me Laughs and takes out their phone And films it for Tiktok or Youtube or something My brain is fucked beyond function Oh it'll be fine You can act tough now I can be nice Oh it'll be fine You can act tough now I can be nice