I've been sleeping on the floor for who knows how long
I've been sick as a dog, feeling anxious feeling ignored
If I gave it up now, would it matter at all?
Chain tags swinging in the breeze like a wind chime song
But if I go back to when I was younger
Maybe I'll start feeling stronger
It's much better to block it out
Drinking kool-aid until we drown
Drinking kool-aid 'til we drown
Walking home from school has never felt so lonely
With converse pressed in concrete, I wonder if you'll stay
(But if I go-)
Slashing rubber tires burning through my memories
Like summer sunset in my dreams and shopping centre glow
Maybe it was all a test of if I'm truly lonely
Cuz if these people care for me why do I feel alone? (I'm)
Running thru my frozen mind like stitches bursting at the seams
Let's take a walk down easy street, I'm feeling sick, let's go
Let's gooooooo
But if I go back to when I was younger
Maybe I'll start feeling stronger
It's much better to block it out
Drinking kool-aid until we drown
The writing's done but it coulda been sappier
Meds are doubled, I shoulda been happier
White teeth cries over everything small
I just want to feel nothing at all
But if I go back to when I was younger
Maybe I'll start feeling stronger
It's much better to block it out
Drinking kool-aid until we drown
The writing's done but it coulda been sappier
Meds are doubled, I shoulda been happier
White teeth cries over everything small
I just want to feel nothing at all
And I know you can't save me from this drought
But I know you can't sit and watch me go
I'll stop cutting up my pants
I'll stop letting my hair grow
Cuz if it really takes two to dance
Then I don't know
But if I go back to when I was younger
Maybe I'll start feeling stronger
It's much better to block it out