I hate myself every morning
From the moment I jump out of bed
When I look at the screen
Says it's now 10:15
Second time this week
I'm late to work again
So I clock in at 10:35
And everyone thought I was high
Of course it's the day that I have another shift later
So I hate myself every night
When I know I should just go to sleep
I should turn off the lights
Lay down close my eyes
There's no reason why
I don't even have insomnia
When it felt like I made
Another promise I'd break
I really expected to hate myself in the morning
But I didn't hate myself in the morning
Not for that, anyway
And that's fine 'cause at least
It's not another increase to the number of reasons
I hate myself every morning
I had fun at the show
I felt good even though
I couldn't get any of my friends to go
But I thought I was okay
'Til I hated myself in the morning
But I'm not surprised or amazed
No I don't give a fuck
Chalk another one up
To the number of reasons I hate myself every morning
And I hate myself for destroying
My own mental health
I swear all of my problems
Are probably caused by
Sleep deprivation
And I'm still awake
And I hate, and I hate, and I hate myself every morning
I hate myself every morning
From the moment I jump out of bed
When I look at the screen
Says it's now 10:15
It's the third time this week
That I'm late to work again