Refuse to believe you don't want me It saves me, but it kills me inside Cuz hope is deadly when the situation's hopeless But I've accepted denial It's so wrong, but you're my motivation When you're grown you're gonna see what you're missing You'll come home and then you'll look at me The way you used to, the way I want you I killed myself for you, you killed yourself for me Now that we realize what went wrong Can we move on happily Your negativity, my codependency Now that we realize what went wrong Can we move on happily Refuse to believe that this new guy you found Is better than me, is more than a fling But the possibility that he's your new everything Is haunting my dreams, why isn't it me It's so wrong, but you're my motivation When you're grown you're gonna see what you're missing You'll come home and then you'll look at me The way you used to, the way I want you I killed myself for you, you killed yourself for me Now that we realize what went wrong Can we move on happily Your negativity, my codependency Now that we realize what went wrong Can we move on happily I gotta figure out all my s first And hopefully you're doing the same Once we've had our time to recover I wanna try this with you again It's so wrong, but you're my motivation When you're grown you're gonna see what you're missing You'll come home and then you'll look at me The way you used to, the way I want you I killed myself for you, you killed yourself for me Now that we realize what went wrong Can we move on happily Your negativity, my codependency Now that we realize what went wrong Can we move on happily Refuse to believe you don't want me It saves me, but it kills me inside