Without a change there's no suspense In this lethargic life of iterance I can't escape, I can't escape From this craving to disintegrate Stuck in this lifeless life, no urge for something to endeavor A comatose state of mind since what feels like forever Day after day, it's exactly the same I wanna hit the ground and feel the dirt on my face An empty shell of what I used to be Take me to the edge of what I can feel No more excuses Just a pure notion of what is real Without a change there's no suspense In this lethargic life of iterance I can't escape, I can't escape From this craving to disintegrate You say we fall So we can learn to stand up I want to fall To feel the dirt on my face The numbness (is) killing me, but even killing me will not be enough I need to shed my skin and grind my bones till my shape is rough Please devastate myself all the way through Just make me hit the ground and let my life start anew An empty shell is what I'll always be Until I jump off the edge and fall free No more excuses Pain is the only way to feel what's real You say we fall So we can learn to stand up I want to fall To feel the dirt on my face (Chew me raw and spit me out) you say we fall (Break me, make me hit the ground) so we can learn to stand up (Bend me, turn me inside out) i want to fall (Show me what this life's about) to feel the dirt on my face Chew me raw and spit me out Break me, make me hit the ground Bend me, turn me inside out Show me what this life's about I want to fall