Drugs don't even get me high no more I'm so low I'm close up to ground, now Love don't really get me by no more I'm so alone Most of the time I'm not around But If I had one wish It'd be to let me live in the moment You make me do things I regret Then I do it over again I should be in Vienna But I'm dueling the devil Dancing on a pedestal It's only in my head though They probably think I'm mental Or the stupid kind of special I guess time will tell which one of us Gets to say I said so Seen people stoop levels 'Till they're one away from hell Heard people say the same thing Talking about myself You sold your soul in a record Spent your health so they play it Went through hell everyday But you don't see me complaining But as much as I had enough of all the frustrations Theres a million more coming So it doesn't really phase me Waiting patient for the day That it all falls into place I know it's on the way Ya just gotta have some faith All I gotta say For what I lost along the way I'll double it in no time Once I have it made It's gonna pay off You wait and see It's gonna take off Don't wait for me She said Drugs don't even get me high no more I'm so low I'm Close up to ground now Love don't really get me by no more I'm so alone Most of the time I'm not around