All I can taste is cigarettes And the kiss you left upon my lips I' ve left a number of old regrets From my silken white legs to my hips People often say there' s no time in a day But there 's way too much time for me I' m empty and aching; my whole world is sh ... And the black dog has sat at my feet Nobody sees what I do to me Nobody sees when I'm crazed The contempt that I hold for my own defeat And the guilt I feel masked by my rage You waltz in the room in your drunken perfu ... And you touch every inch of my being Until the bitter sun rises and shows our disg... You stretch while I 'm left there bleeding And you step away ' cause you' re part of the ... And I sleep ' cause I' m part of the night And you say my chains will soon break away And I' ll join you one day in the light You push me and pull me, you ride me, you t... Then turn every inch of me down And I have nothing and no one So what could I owe to one man who is cra... Break my hands; I can ' t, I cannot break the ... I see my own mind and the poisoning of its ... Help is beyond me; help won 't come from s ... You waltz in the room in your drunken perfu ... And you touch every inch of my being And you grab my hand; reassure me again That knowledge is so often freeing And you say my chains will soon break away And I' ll join you one day in the light But I 'm empty and aching; my whole world i ... And the black dog is holding me tight