I wake up to a stranger's head Laying on pillow where you used to rest yours It's been lonely inside my bed Sometimes I find that I need to outsource It's been a while since I've seen you And I do not mean to bring back all the things we were It's just that I find it hard to continue without you to keep me warm Oh, I'm just a little bit torn Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn I wake up, 4 cups of coffee Still use that machine you bought me So I can save some money And I still think it's funny how After three months, still getting over speed bumps Like deleting all our pictures and not taking new ones I should control it, I know that I could move on It's just that you make me feel so Alive and then wish I was never born Ho, ho, I'm just a little bit torn Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn (I'm just a little bit torn) Where do we go from here? I wish I knew the answers I'm living my life in fear Of going on new adventures I wish I wasn't so used to waking up to you laying beside me But if you're not looking then you'll never find me It won't take too long for me to be strong And really start living more But I could be wrong, I hate moving on And losing what we had before Oh, I'm just a little bit torn Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn