I wish I didn't doubt myself
'Cause everyone else
Seems to carry themselves around confidently
I get too deep inside my head
Always second guessing
Guess I never had anyone to console me
My friends say I got issues with my self esteem
But something tells me it goes deeper
'Cause mirrors always show the worst inside me
So apologies
I'm shaking in my boots
'Cause I'm always nervous
I'm working up a sweat
Just feeling worthless
And if I never look you in the eye
It's 'cause I hate own my reflection
My heart is always racing
Like a whirlwind
If it jumped right out my chest
I'd never know it
And maybe there's somebody beautiful inside me
But I could never show him
No
Ooh
I doubt myself
Ooh
I wish I knew how to be proud
(Of me, of me)
'Cause everyone else
Seemed to figure out
A long time before me
I laugh it off
Self deprecate
But people say
There's truth in jest
So far I guess
They haven't been proven wrong yet
'Cause I'm shaking in my boots
And I'm always nervous
I'm working up a sweat
Just feeling worthless
And if I never look you in the eye
It's 'cause I hate own my reflection
My heart is always racing
Like a whirlwind
If it jumped right out my chest
I'd never know it
And maybe there's somebody beautiful inside me
But I could never show him
No
Ooh
I doubt myself
Ooh
I'm shaking in my boots
'Cause I'm always nervous
I'm working up a sweat
Just feeling worthless
And if I never look you in the eye
It's 'cause I hate own my reflection
My heart is always racing
Like a whirlwind
If it jumped right out my chest
I'd never know it
And maybe there's somebody beautiful inside me
But I could never show him
No
Ooh
I doubt myself
Ooh