No more drink in my cup Oh I start to lust Oh I start to love And I don't give a fuck When I'm this state Tend to hesitate less Starting conversations But they remain faceless And I get high slow Feeling like a professional At having only my best side show When I'm surrounded my people Feeling like you talk to much Call me rude I blame it on being liquored up Sober thoughts got me thinking I'm living dishonest How am I supposed to Love myself when I ain't intoxicated Personality craves substance Oh and I can't keep going on like this Cos my heart's at risk thinking love exists How am I supposed to Love myself when I ain't intoxicated Personality craves substance Oh and I can't keep going on like this Cos my heart's at risk thinking love exists Oh let the record play Just the same thoughts as yesterday That I should ease the pain (When I) I let my high marinate over time Cos if I'm gon worry about it no point worrying twice And I get high slow Feeling like a professional At having only my best side show When I'm surrounded my people Feeling like you talk too much Call me rude I blame it on being liquored up Sober thoughts got me thinking I'm living dishonest How am I supposed to Love myself when I ain't intoxicated Personality craves substance Oh and I can't keep going on like this Cos my heart's at risk thinking love exists How am I supposed to Love myself when I ain't intoxicated Personality craves substance Oh and I can't keep going on like this Cos my heart's at risk thinking love exists