The void is getting bigger and I'm sinking in
I never wanted just to go with the wind
Doubting every thought, fighting everyone
Trying to convince me I won't fail to fit in
If this is everything I'm going to find then Heaven's a lie
And I don't wanna believe in it I'll fail to survive
Still waiting for the miracle I prayed thousand times
Floating doesn't help me now
Toxic air inside my lungs
Suffer deluged me one more time
They inflict me to survive
Sometimes
Sometimes I really try to find myself
Then lose my mind in the battle
These feelings crawl into my skin
Like lies and force me to feel weak
Then I demolish everything I've built
And insecurities hunt me
Until they drain out of me any empathy that's left
Tear up myself to entertain
All these people that will help me fall apart
At night remind me of all my sins
Then feed my pain so I could push me in the dark
How much will cost to feel a lie
And what's the price I have to pay before I die?
I try to dominate my thoughts
With all these pills they restrain me when I'm wrong
I pray you let me die
You slowly suck my heart
Sometimes I really try to find myself
Then lose my mind in the battle
These feelings crawl into my skin
Like lies and force me to feel weak
Then I demolish everything I've built
And insecurities hunt me
Until they drain out of me any empathy that's left
You lied
Sometimes I really try to find myself
Then lose my mind in the battle
These feelings crawl into my skin
Like lies and force me to feel weak
Then I demolish everything I've built
And insecurities hunt me
Until they drain out of me any empathy that's left