You always smell like cigarettes But I'm okay with that You always talk of leaving here I know you won't do that I never thought we'd be apart Not for this long I always thought you were the one To help me hold on But now you're gone I can't remember why we hated each other and wasted our summer I wish we had enough guts to get over before we grow older I can't think my head is too clouded With shit that you said thinking it was important I can't see what's taking so long To give up on the past and admit that we were wrong You always smelled like cigarettes I can't stand the scent of it You left me here without a word I don't know why you left I never thought we'd be apart Not for this long I'm used to holding on alone Because you're gone I can't remember why we hated each other and wasted our summer I wish we had enough guts to get over before we grow older I can't think my head is too clouded With shit that you said thinking it was important I can't see what's taking so long To give up on the past and admit that we were wrong But now you're gone