I spend January replanting lilies And I spend February tearing them out of the ground I spend March setting fire to my wood And I spend April sucking ice cubes to calm it down ♪ In May, I learn that I'm a gentle lover boiling over and June, I spend my time scrubbing myself of wanting closure July was the time I learned to hold my breath And in August my friends taught me It's okay to breathe along with them ♪ September was a blur, part of me is in October I spend November wondering what heaven looks like And although, it was a New Year's resolution to live in the moment And know that next December I'll be praying for it to be July July July ♪ Praying for July July July