So many things left unsaid Don't wanna fight in this apartment Conversations we haven't had Put 'em off just to fuck instead Don't take my meds on the weekends See my friends dive in the deep end Deal with shit, but I don't speak up Nobody knows where I'm comin' from I call a car Kiss you goodnight So I get high I'll regret the things I say tonight Put all my emotions aside Mentally I'm somewhere else I'm dancing on a table, it's a cry for help I'm alright Making friends in the bathroom line Telling everyone I'm fine Wish that I could stop the time 'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind Cryin' in the back of a car alone Shattered screen but I still check my phone No texts from you, but I'm not surprised You don't even care, I've been gone all night But somebody else is keepin' me up And makin' me feel I'm more than enough I don't even care if it's wrong It's 3 a.m., and I'm far too gone I call a car Kiss you goodnight So I get high I'll regret the things I say tonight Put all my emotions aside Mentally I'm somewhere else I'm dancing on a table, it's a cry for help I'm alright Making friends in the bathroom line Telling everyone I'm fine Wish that I could stop the time 'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind Can't run from my mind Can't run from my mind Can't run from my mind 'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind Somebody else is keepin' me up And makin' me feel I'm more than enough I don't even care if it's wrong 'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind