Swungin' all this gas, poppin' all the prescriptions
Thinkin' bout my past, so I try to forget it
(Wavy Pluto, you dig)
But whenever it get bad, I just swallow the liquor
Tryna figure, where it went wrong at
But I cannot remember
But I remember what you told me
You ain't never leaving, thats what you told me
Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, thats what you told me
But you not here now
Yeah, starin' at this cocaine mountain
No lies, I'm scared that theres no way out, so high
I'm scared that I won't come down, come now
Why evеrybody tellin' me to calm down
How I'm supposed to chill whеn I got loved ones in the ground
How I'm supposed to chill when none of my day ones around me
How I'm supposed to chill when this pain,
I feel real bad, but I can't do nothing about it
Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' ugly and poutin'
Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' like love ain't 'round me
All these dark clouds and puddles 'round me
Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' like I'm drowning
I remember laying on that ground bleeding
Thinkin' they got the best of me
Couple of screws, couple of pins only thing I got left from it
Derez De'Shon
Swungin' all this gas, poppin' all the prescriptions
Thinkin' bout my past, so I try to forget it
But whenever it get bad, I just swallow the liquor
Tryna figure, where it went wrong at
But I cannot remember
But I remember what you told me
You ain't never leaving, thats what you told me
Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, thats what you told me
But you not here now
Lookin' for you, but can't find you when I need you
I can't question God, 'cause I know God got his reasons
But its been hard and I've been bothered by these demons
That pain pierced my heart and left me scarred and I need you
Lookin' at these diamond chains,
Lookin' at this watch and rings, thinkin' 'bout how far I came, yeah
I've been through a lot of pain,
Without you its just not the same, without you I've been going crazy
Tryna find my way back home, and I'm lost
Tryna cut my brain back on, but I'm off
Its like I'm rapping a whole pain song, but I'm talking
Derez De'Shon
Swungin' all this gas, poppin' all the prescriptions
Thinkin' bout my past, so I try to forget it
But whenever it get bad, I just swallow the liquor
Tryna figure, where it went wrong at
But I cannot remember
But I remember what you told me
You ain't never leaving, thats what you told me
Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, thats what you told me
But you not here now