I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go when the sky lit
Cause lately I been living in the past
Feel like I'm suppose to be in first
But a nigga stuck in last
Hit the gas on these nigga I might crash cause I'm rich
Drop a twenty on a nigga
Five hunndit on a house ian even step in
And Im starting to regret it
Say I'm starting to regret it
Wake up in the morning
Like how can I get use to this
I never had much I swear I'm new to this
I know you still see the rich diamond in on my wrist and shit
Riding in newest whip
Fucking on the cutest bitch
Never thought I would make it off that dro
Never thought I would make it selling dope
Never though I would make it out the hole
Now a nigga sit on the top floor
Looking down like fuck it I'm in the building
Thinking about the shit I did and lucky I'm not in prison
Use to wake up in the trap like fuck it I'm in the trenches
Niggas talking about they eating and I'm starving
What's in the kitchen?
Personal chef in the kitchen fixing fruit loops
This rich lifestyle going to take some getting use too
Walk up in the bank like my first day at a new school
Hopped off the plane and jump right into the new coupe
No roof, windows see-through, no tint nigga
Pull up and make sure they know exactly who it is nigga
Say I wouldn't make and they hate the fact that I did
Mama didn't think I would be shit but she happy that I'm is nigga
Problem child but Pops happy I'm his kid
I probably wouldn't be me if ian meet him how I did
Kids want to be with me, mama telling ian shit
If I'm a bad father I would've heard it when Ian did shit
I want everything that comes with it
The hating ass niggas and the bitches
The problems and the issues
The pain and the prescription
Cause ian never had shit
Remember getting evicted
Cause ian never have rent, broke as fuck and ian have shit
I remember I'm the one they laughed at
Now they mad at
I take off in the foreign like a rocket wearing NASA
All these Jesus pieces on me just like I'm a pastor
All these diamonds blinking, jewelry flashing like some hazards
All my chains be dancing on my chest like M.C. Hammer
I swear I asked for help and ian never get an answer
I was calling
I was texting
Ain't nobody text me back
Felt like I was moving backwards
Picture me speaking words no captions
Picture me on the curb when I was trappin'
Rent due any day and my daughter need some pampers
The lights off and we don ran outta candles
They ask me why I don't smile for the camera
Since a child I don had a heart full of anger
I got weak and gave my heart to a stranger
It got hard and I prayed to God for an angel