Thought I tried hard not to feel it I'm always half alive in the old days There's a payback when you feed this We spun way far out of control ♪ So I couldn't be there for you Did all I could do We ain't gonna follow through Then your spectre came a'callin' From far away The whispering fire I can't escape That took everything I owned In sleepless nights I watched the pyre from below So I couldn't be there for you Did all I could do We ain't gonna follow through