Seen vicious things, I've seen good I tour the ruins of my childhood Hearing the voices, lost in a smell You know, sometimes I'm not feeling well 'Cause I think I'm starting to see What destiny's got in store for me And who knows really, how it's gonna be When it hit's the fan! Gonna do all I can Gonna do all I can Been angel and devil, martyr too I know the last one's upsetting you So I separate, remain aloof sometimes In my crusades against phony games And I too, kind of like the idea Of having someone praying for me And even when I feel disagreements Between things I know I know she believes Oh, she still believes One woman and her God Come ridin' through his picture Can do almost anything Force my eyes open to realities Enrich someone else Maybe even save herself But now I think I can vaguely see What life has got up it's sleeve for me And if that means it's the will of God I see I'll be floating for real Either grateful or sad Ferociously glad Might be fiercefully mad.