She keeps saying that I'll be okay And there's really nothing more to explain I wonder if I'll ever be the same It never mattered anyway Close my fist and clinch my teeth They might shatter but I'm in belief I can neglect that I feel I can't reject the pain that I felt My mind forgets to fucking remind me I'd rather die than to leave this behind me A quick fix, but I can't say I'm sorry now It's way too late, yeah Her anchor is pulling me down Her anchor is pulling me down Take me down to the riverbend I wanna hear how the angels sing Where I can learn to be whole again And find a cure for this poison sting So sad you can't say that your sorry I'd rather die than for you to defy me A quick fix, but I can't say I'm sorry now Nothing is real I'd rather die than to live with my mistakes The pain, I've felt It never mattered anyway