There were times I felt content
With my wandering delights
In a house I'd get to know
And then always leave behind
(Instrumental)
The visiting years were like digging holes
That I had to fill until the lease was up
Every time that I'd reach the top
I would start again with another rut
Eventually safe in a starter home
Finally secure, with a chance to start
But there's always ways to destroy the things
That are promising, with an empty heart
(Instrumental)
I want to stay alive
But I'm trying to kill me
I'm probably scared to die
But this world can't fulfill me
I know what my body needs
Could have cured my own disease
But then life just felt so long
(So long)
And I guess I was never strong
(Instrumental)
I want to stay alive
But I'm trying to kill me
I'm probably scared to die
But this world can't fulfill me
I wish I could say that with time I've healed
And I've found a way to feel whole again
Truthfully, I'll probably feel the same
Up to seconds before I finally reach the end
I'm tired of telling lies so you won't worry about me
(Instrumental)
I want to stay alive
But I'm trying to kill me
I'm probably scared to die
But this world can't fulfill me
I'm tired of telling lies
So you won't worry about me
If you're hearing this I'm alive
Because music never dies
There's a chance you feel the same
And it's nothing you should hide