Silent night, holy night
The sounds of blanks, then china breaking
I swear I hear Last Christmas playing
In retrospect, yeah, here comes my mistake
This unholy night's too silent
Breathing down my neck, like violence
The yuletide sure won't catch me feeling gay
I, I'm sick of hearing you fight
I, I'm locked in this room, phone in hand, 911 pre-dialled
I can't hear through the sound of my heartbeat
The taste in my mouth makes me sick
Flashbacks in red like I'm dying all over (silent night)
I feel their eyes on me all over, all over (violent night)
Taste of blood from my teeth 'cause I can't unclench
Hands shaking, head aching, makes no sense
Losing control
I'm a mess in a dress and these butterflies
Have razors for wings and my bloodshot eyes
See nothing at all
I, I'm falling too fast to breathe
My Christmas wish is to leave
I can't hear through the sound of my heartbeat
The taste in my mouth makes me sick
Flashbacks in red like I'm dying all over (silent night)
I feel his eyes on me all over, all over (violent night)
I can't hear through the sound of my heartbeat
The taste in my mouth makes me sick, I can hardly eat
Flashbacks in red like I'm dying all over (silent night)
I feel his hands on me all over, all over again (violent night)