Wish I didn't miss you Wish I didn't want to kiss you Wish I did'nt But I do I was so busy concealing How I was really feeling I lost my way Misery will miss you And when she kisses you I hope you don't recall All the times when you were with me Lay in bed and said you'd love me Did it all mean nothing at all Don't want better than nothing Don't want something I have to cling to Wish I didn't wish I was with you Wish I didn't but I do Wish I didn't but I do miss you Did you just want to use me Were you scared to lose me If you told me the truth Wish I didn't wish I was with you Wish I didn't but I do Just make believe Not meant to be I knew you'd leave Wish I hadn't lived my life As though existence Was through resistance to you I'll turn my back on you I'll cut the cord Close the book Shut the door We're just two words On the final page The end Wish I never knew you Wish I didn't want to hurt you Wish I didn't but I do Now I spend my nights crying Hoping that your lying How dare you What you gonna do when i'm there at your door What you gonna do when i'm down on your floor What you gonna do when i'm asking for more What you gonna do, what you gonna do What you gonna do when i'm down on my knees What you gonna do when i'm begging you please Dont leave