I struggled in relationships I struggled to be myself I raised a glass It's one more night that I won't get home I'm leaving it up to you You're calling the shots now Damn loneliness It breaks my heart that we can't get on Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh Which altar am I speaking to? Who's calling the shots now? This carapace of glass The basics of a mental breakdown I'm so many different people But I don't recognise that guy at all You say Hell is other people But I don't wanna be that guy at all Oh-oh, oh-oh I wanted to be the one Lust's driven out Turned into dust You'rе basically a major letdown Unwilling to bleed yourself Not next to mе but Damn ugliness It breaks my heart that we can't get on I've struggled in relationships I've struggled to get by This carapace of glass It's one more night that I won't get home I'm so many different people But I don't recognise that guy at all You say Hell is other people But I don't wanna be that guy at all String together a sentence for me But slowly so I don't get lost Oh-oh, oh-oh I've struggled in relationships I've struggled to be that guy I've raised a glass It's one more night that I won't get home Unwilling to bleed myself Not next to you in A carapace of glass Claim me so I don't get lost