Feel? She was dark and lovely Didn't see that crazy coming Didn't see no beauty leavin' Didn't see much of nothin' really 'Cos it was all a blur Me and her Million miles per We in love and do not care I was on my masochistic shit Me hurtin' me She hurtin' she Equal opportunity I'm damaging my sanity Thinkin' we could make it work That's complacency Nth degree L.O.V.E Me an arrogant fool She was unstable too She had that circumstance Fatherless with no chance 'Cos she the strong headed type Fisticuffs when we fight Swinging wild that's her style Her bite match her bark woo child Now I'm done And free Used all our mercy I haven't seen her in a year That's how it's gotta be 'Cos unfortunately That's the intensity of my first L.O.V.E My first love My first love My first love My first love My first love My first love My first love My first love I do think I could get hurt with you Why? Because you're an artist You have a wandering heart Feeding on each other and loving every minute I'm not grown (wrong) Tasted like right at first but in the end all wrong I'm not grown No I'm not grown Not grown