I'm biting keratin My fingers hold the keys to the vault I found a therapist He laughed and told me its all your fault The good Samaritan I pay him just to stare at a clock and tell me to stop And reinforce my arrogance Been getting very very very very good at doing nothing On the weekends I can pretend I am all that I need Still I can barely hold my head up I just play dumb like a doorknob I know I don't trust my own thoughts I know they don't trust me And now I miss you more than ever But maybe I'm just misremembering You used to think it'd last forever I used to say I'm fine while quietly dying Won't fall again I know the tricks I pulled myself off the crucifix It's just as well if you were through with it I'm still in love it don't make no sense to me I thought I I thought I was Your dream boy Your dream boy