I stare at the stars sometimes at night I haven't found a clue, I tried To be a different one than you And never let you down, I knew I asked for some change to buy a drink My double pain is now sick And now is multiplying What Am I gonna do? I blew it away I was hard on you Sometimes I don't know what to do I look around searching for a excuse But I can't include you I stand awake counting how many times I was confused with it on my mind Right on back to the start Where all begun I picked my phone to find you I didn't know what I was trying to do But I did it anyway Besides I faced another way I haven't an idea what I was trying to do But I did it anyway I looked back I was alone I never knew I was so strong I didn't have support from no one What's going on? I changed my ways I'd do it again If I had to do it If I had to change I was in prison I was in a game Why this ball and chain? It ain't over when it's over When is it time? Why are you crying? Have you ever been waiting for a new sign? You ruined the game you ruined life You mean bad luck you wanna be hiding But you couldn't wait to clear your mind I picked my phone to find you I didn't know what I was trying to do But I did it anyway Besides I faced another way I haven't an idea what I was trying to do But I did it anyway I picked my phone to find you I didn't know what I was trying to do But I did it anyway Besides I faced another way I haven't an idea what I was trying to do But I did it anyway