Out cold from long nights and long drives I'm burnt out on sex appeal Dare me to move on, or to lash out. Give me ugly, or just something real I used to toss and turn a fever. Now I toss and turn my bed. Searched out the old flings, that failed me. I'll take what I am instead. It all comes down to, I'm still me, even without you. You'll run away, endlessly. Eat your words, ignore all the shame. We could be, 'never were', 'never speak'. It's a forever bender with me I tried, and quit for a challenge. I left Mom and Dad with a balance. Here's to losing weight and losing meals I coughed up while my voice gives out. I've got pills, but I wake with doubts That I can't sing what nobody needs to hear. Oh, I'm petty-full I pissed in your garden, now nothing's going to grow Aren't we all poets? Yeah, I know. I collect what I can remember, in a box because I'm getting old. Forever Bender Nothing's going to grow