I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
I haven't slept in three days
And my fears dance around as I lay here awake
And now
I try to push them away
I'd talk myself down if I knew what to say but
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
They say I've turned into a monster
Don't come any closer
I can be my own worst enemy
I stay awake all night
Cus I'm not who I used to be
I've wandered off too far
In a facade now I don't know how to get out
Broken and torn apart
Holding my breath like I'm sinking to the bottom
And all I want
Is to feel
Is to feel
Anything but lost and numb
Something real
Something real
But I'm terrified
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
They say I've turned into a monster
Don't come any closer
I can be my own worst enemy
I stay awake all night
Cus I'm not who I used to be
I haven't slept in three days
And my fears dance around as i'm wasting away
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
They say I've turned into a monster
Don't come any closer
I can be my own worst enemy
I stay awake all night
Cus I'm not who I used to be
All I want
Is to feel
Is to feel
Anything but lost and numb
Something real
Cus I'm not who I used to be