What am I supposed to do now that you're gone
I can't go on
Edinburgh to Africa felt like a blink
I'm on my knees
And I'm holding on to every scrap, every piece of paper I can find
I'll hold it like I used to hold you
They say that I need to adapt
They say "move on"
But I'll still call you mine
I'll love you like I've always loved you
I guess I'm the girl who lost her grip
They gather around and watch me slip as I do my best
Try to fix this mess
Of course, I'll just make things worse
Because I'm the girl who lost her grip on reality
Lost all sense of normality
Lost all control
Too far gone to console
What a poor restless soul
How am I supposed to laugh now that you're gone
It feels so wrong
Upstate New York to a small town in New Jersey
A house that should've been for you and me
I guess I could try to live here, but it wouldn't be the same without you, dear
I'd be lonely
They say that I need to adapt
Learn to cope
But how can I do that when you were my one and only
I guess I'm the girl who lost her grip
They gather around and watch me slip as I do my best
Try to fix this mess
Of course, I'll just make things worse
Because I'm the girl who lost her grip on reality
Lost all sense of normality
Lost all control
Too far gone to console
What a poor restless soul
Does it make me a bad person for trying to live in the past
It's somewhere where I can still reach you
Would you hate me if you saw me trying way too hard to make this last
Don't think that I'm ready to leave you
I guess I'm the girl who lost her grip
They gather around and watch me slip as I do my best
Try to fix this mess
Of course, I'll just make things worse
Because I'm the girl who lost her grip on reality
Lost all sense of normality
Lost all control
Too far gone to console
What a poor restless soul