He said he ain't supposed to lose, let's see what he talking 'bout
You see the tag on his shoes, know he gon walk it out
I ain't dropping pins for these niggas, can't see my whereabouts
Come on bro, you know I knew better
Yeah
They can't say I never knew better
Pop out in Cartier rings, and got some new leather
I had to watch myself, knew I could do better
Climbing up the mountains for so long, but now the view better, yeah
I seen some niggas turning fiend on me
What you doing?
You wasn't ever supposed to leave, homie
I be tripping, sometimes I just got to breathe slowly
I can't feel
Thought my niggas was gon bleed for me
Anxiety fucked my stomach up
Remember seeing my first hundred bucks
Since then, they can't tell me nothing
If they try, they dumb as fuck
If they try, they dumb as hell
I was thuggin' in that field
I know they want me to fail
I'm gon run up numbers still
Hah
I got issues I can't explain
I be getting up in my own head, I'm fucked up in the brain
Hah
Spent enough time stuck in the rain
Nobody wanna help me
Yeah, had to find a better way
I got broken hearted
That shit left a stain on me
Swear it was the hardest
When they fell away from me
Swear my love departed
Now I keep my heart guarded
You say that you love me, so how we get it started?
Ain't the same as I was, feel like I'm going crazy
Yeah, I got pain in my heart, but that shit motivate me
After the shit that they did, feel like they more than hate me
Had to set my pain to the side
Lil bitch, I'm over blaming, yeah
But I won't forget what they did to me
Why nobody here?
They said they gon be there for me
I'm the only one around who really gon care for me
Had to go and learn that for myself, now I move carefully, yeah
I seen some niggas turning fiend on me
What you doing?
You wasn't ever supposed to leave, homie
I be tripping, sometimes I just got to breathe slowly
I can't feel
Thought my niggas was gon bleed for me
Anxiety fucked my stomach up
Remember seeing my first hundred bucks
Since then, they can't tell me nothing
If they try, they dumb as fuck
If they try, they dumb as hell
I was thuggin' in that field
I know they want me to fail
I'm gon run up numbers still
Yeah
I was down below, I wasn't seeing them
Different color money now, like a M&M
And I'm locked in with my brothers, we forever in
Moving strong with the mask on like militant
I make the most to the top, not the minimum
And I'm getting money boy, rich is my synonym
But I hate to be the bearer of bad news
My heart so broke, I might even go get a tattoo
My heart mad black too
And it's in the gravel, it's on the ground
Never showed me love
Now I'm turning up, and they want me now
I can't believe it
I ain't ever see a thousand, now I see it every day
Get it every way
Never hesitate
I seen some niggas turning fiend on me
What you doing?
You wasn't ever supposed to leave, homie
I be tripping, sometimes I just got to breathe slowly
I can't feel
Thought my niggas was gon bleed for me
Anxiety fucked my stomach up
Remember seeing my first hundred bucks
Since then, they can't tell me nothing
If they try, they dumb as fuck
If they try, they dumb as hell
I was thuggin' in that field
I know they want me to fail
I'm gon run up numbers still
Yeah
I can't believe it
I ain't ever see a thousand, now I see it every day
Get it every way
Never hesitate