Three months dry I'm seeing daylight I'm feeling myself for the very first time And then you say what's really in my head Just have a good time Don't get me wrong I know it's not been long But I swore to my girlfriend that I'll kick it I'm done, I think I'll leave before I'm in the red Are you going? Got me thinking, well maybe I'll stay It's not even late I guess that I've changed shit, I'm lying again I'm halfway out the door I tripped when I fall I stay for one more Wake up and say fuck Last night, I lost the whites in my eyes For the thousandth time I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no, yeah The worst part Are the hours that I know, I'll never get back For the thousandth time I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no, yeah Here we go again Deleting all my texts And tryna find a little serotonin left And I think I lost my card in the cab (Dickhead) I know I'm a mess, but I promise I'll change Give me a second, let me try to explain I got halfway out the door I tripped and I fall I stayed for one more Woke up and said fuck Last night, I lost the whites in my eyes For the thousandth time I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no, yeah The worst part Are the hours that I know, I'll never get back For the thousandth time I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no, yeah Hey, no, honestly I will get back In five mins, I'm j-, I'm calling the cab now I promise you, I'm coming home The person you have called knows you're lying I guess I shoulda known I guess I shoulda known I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no Yeah Last night, I lost the whites in my eyes For the thousandth time I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no, yeah The worst part Are the hours that I know, I'll never get back For the thousandth time I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no, yeah I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no, yeah I guess I shoulda known That I still can't say no