Wake up at dawn Go running for miles It was rinse and repeat as I calloused my feet Back in high school I know I was young But I grew up a lot since I was 18 years old With a heart that was broke And no confidence yeah It's okay They told me it's okay to go They told me it's okay It's okay to go Say I go to the west coast Say I leave tonight I'm here to say that I need you Before I say goodbye I know you don't wanna hear me Say I get butterflies When you're near me but baby I think of you day and night When I wake up And I go to sleep My mind's made up Of all of you lately Made violet and all of you made me So I admit I'm never gone let this slip Sometimes I get all in my head I get all in my head And think I don't deserve it for the shit that I done did Maybe I should listen to the words of all my Friends Say you won't go Leave me home Shedding out my youth within a song I'll be here forever different form Wants and needs have got me feeling torn If you never grow your life is boring This one's for you This is for the people watching outside my room at night See me dance alone under my bedroom lights Watching me get drunk as the sun boutta rise Leaking all my songs on an instagram live Hope you still love me when my sound starts to change And lots of people pushing tryna get to the stage But I remember working on a minimum wage And dreaming of the things that I live with today So when I wake up And I break up My mind that's stuck On lust and drinking Out my bed my head is spinning Thank's to yall my dreams are living So I wake up and Won't move Nah fuck that shit there's shit to do Leahan you're 21 so don't waste your days now Thanks to everybody who spread my name out It's good love in Hard times It's good love in Hard time's It's good loving Hard to find Yea It's good love in Hard times It's good love in Hard time's It's good loving Hard to find Yea Well it ain't that bad Nah it ain't that bad Mhm ain't that bad