Baby I'm, I'm dying so much to know you Leave me alone why don't you Everyone else can hold you Maybe I've been a cruel boy Won't play the fool who's life Is paradigm Do you dream of me anymore? Cause I been feeling like I'm nothing anymore And don't you know that I ain't nothing anymore Baby I'm, I'm dying so much to know you Leave me alone why don't you Everyone else can hold you Maybe I've been a cruel boy Won't play the fool who's life Is paradigm Not a far way from home But I drove on out 4am backroad Tell me what you're about 17 ain't coming back I try to remember that Innocence has run its course Heavy souls that scratch the floor When the fuck you get distant Too ashamed to admit it Our paradigm it finally froze Mid-July freezing cold Holy fuck, waking up, thawing out Graduate, clean slate, losing doubt Blamed myself for being a loner 18 fucking whole years now it's over Holy shit, found my gut, trust in it Look at Ryan, put in time, fuck a wish Don't need no-one for the confidence 19 fucking whole years now I got it Not a far way from home But I drove on out 4am backroad Tell me what you're about Breath in breath in breath out breath out Breath in breath in breath out breath out Breath in breath in breath out breath out Breath in breath in breath out breath out Breath in breath in breath out breath out Breath out Breath in Breath in Breath out Breath out Breath in Breath out Breath Dig your nails into my skin I Wanna see if there's life inside Dig your nails into my skin I Wanna see if there's life inside Dig your nails into my skin I Wanna see if there's life inside Dig your nails into my skin I Wanna see if there's life inside Baby I'm, I'm dying so much to know you Leave me alone why don't you Everyone else can hold you Maybe I've been a cruel boy Won't play the fool who's life Is paradigm