I do my hair nice
Put some decent clothes on
Shadow for my eyes
It's almost nine, gotta run
Get to my friend's house
There's no telling what'll happen tonight
Tonight
Cheap drink in my cup
Got me feeling so blue
Can't help but feel stuck
With myself, nothing new
So many thoughts but
Nothing matters at all right now
Right now
God, what am I doing here?
I really hate this party
What did I think this would be?
(I knew I should've stayed home)
There's people all around me
Yet I've never felt this lonely
If I killed the vibe, I'm sorry
(I think I'm gonna go home)
'Cause no music's loud enough to cover my thoughts
And no drink is strong enough to take the edge off
All these emotions I can't control, when will it stop?
'Cause lately I've been feeling so gone
At war with my feelings, lost another battle
But I vow to never surrender
Watching them have fun, they seem to never struggle
As I stand alone in the corner
God, what am I doing here?
I really hate this party
What did I think this would be?
(I knew I should've stayed home)
There's people all around me
Yet I've never felt this lonely
If I killed the vibe, I'm sorry
(I think I'm gonna go home)
'Cause no music's loud enough to cover my thoughts
And no drink is strong enough to take the edge off
All these emotions I can't control, when will it stop?
'Cause lately I've been feeling so
Someone get me out of my head
I just wanna have some fun
Don't think about the future ahead
It'll be fine and I'm so young
(What if this was all for nothing?)
Tomorrow might just never come
(What if this was all for nothing?)
Might never get what I want
'Cause no music's loud enough to cover my thoughts
And no drink is strong enough to take the edge off
All these emotions I can't control, when will it stop?
'Cause lately I've been feeling so gone