I wish I could open my eyes and feel light as a feather
I wish I could walk straight and tall without knowing the answers
I wish I could look at the sky without thinking of the rain
I wish I could say that my mind is at peace and I'm not afraid
But the truth is I can't sleep at night
'Cause I don't wanna wake up again
And be stuck in this life of mine
Which I hate but can't escape
Got all I need yet I feel empty at the core
Because deep down I know I deserve so much more
Life is so fucking cyclical, I'm getting bored
But I'm a coward and I won't walk out the door
I wish I could live in the moment and stop planning for the future
(Stop planning for the future)
'Cause I've been doing it for years and life hasn't gotten any better
(No it hasn't, no, no it hasn't)
I wish I could be who I am without feeling any judgement
(Don't feel any judgement)
I wish I could go back in time and see the world with amazement, again
But the truth is I can't sleep at night
'Cause I don't wanna wake up again
And be stuck in this life of mine
Which I hate but can't escape
Got all I need yet I feel empty at the core
Because deep down I know I deserve so much more
Life is so fucking cyclical, I'm getting bored
But I'm a coward and I won't walk out the door
Carry me away from here
I wanna go and disappear
Carry me away from here
Burn up in the atmosphere
I wanna feel
I don't know how much time is left before I explode
(Before I explode, before I explode)
Won't be a stranger in my own life, I'll be gone before you know
I used to care about everything, now I barely feel anything at all
You can call it character development, I call it moving on
Got all I need yet I feel empty at the core
Because deep down I know I deserve so much more
Life is so fucking cyclical, I'm getting bored
But I'm a coward and I won't walk out the door
Carry me away from here
I wanna go and disappear
Carry me away from here
Burn up in the atmosphere
I wanna feel