I'm a little hungover And this office is way to cold It's funny you ask that Cause I never planned on gettin' old I know my resume is lackin' It's not for a lack of tryin' Sorry back to your question I'll try answerin' without lyin' Yeah in five years I could be happy with a shitty apartment Couple of friends with the same taste of wine but a different taste in men Yeah in five years I could let myself fall in love Have a family and consider myself a grown up If worse comes to worse I could be In heaven or hell But in five years I just hope I don't hate myself Oh you make a real ass Sorry my mind just went somewhere else Swear I'm a hardworker Just like my father But time can only tell If in five years I could be happy with a shitty apartment Couple of friends with the same taste in wine but a different taste in men Yeah in five years I could let myself fall in love Have a family and consider myself a grown up If worse comes to worse I could be In heaven or hell But in five years I just hope I don't hate myself The choices I made The fucks that I gave Or the people I let see me naked In the last year alone So much has changed I still don't know How I got to today So in five years I could be happy with a shitty apartment Couple of friends with the same taste in wine but a different taste in men Yeah in five years I could let myself fall in love Have a family and consider myself a grown up If worse comes to worse I could be In heaven or hell There's not another thought That gets me more overwhelmed That in five years What if I hate myself?