I hate that I'm so sensitive I blame it on being born in July Such a perfectionist I wish that I could just mess up sometimes Without thinking about What they're thinking about me But I can get too negative too easily I wish I saw what everybody sees But I only see the bad parts of me Tell myself lies that I believe then repeat yeah Why am I so damn mean to me Mean to me Mean to me I say I'm independent but Get validation from somebody else Living off compliments That I can't get me to give to myself My self-talk Pisses my friends off Cause I'd never say to them what I say to me I wish I saw what everybody sees But I only see the bad parts of me Tell myself lies that I believe then repeat yeah Why am I so damn mean to me Mean to me Mean to me My self-talk Pisses my friends off Cause I'd never say to them what I say to me I wish I saw what everybody sees But I only see the bad parts of me Tell myself lies that I believe then repeat yeah Why am I so damn mean to me Mean to me Mean to me