Drive 90 miles an hour just to not be stuck between My cold streak creates ice behind me So all this driving back and forth is bound to get deadly I seem better, I'm just used to it But I don't wanna stay centered on myself all winter and cancel all my plans But I'm fine I'm content with my nights in Content with my loose ends Save face, stay oscillating If I act like I don't care, I stay safe from failing But I Drive 90 miles an hour just to not be stuck between I've traded progress for comfort Clear lungs for sanity And the novelty of how you felt about me for constant anxiety Save face, stay oscillating If I act like I don't care, I stay safe from failing But I Drive 90 miles an hour just to not be stuck between Leave the fan on when you leave my bedroom I follow suit and push air around the room 'Til I'm choking On all of my indifference and all your routine Conquering my head and keeping me in bed Conquering my head and keeping me in bed