It's either everything or nothing much Can't tell why / i need the rush My whole life is a defense A fight to find some silence Fluctuating between extremes Afraid to love or trust a feeling You never know where to go Or what the day will hold Always out of my comfort zone Never stick around for too long Never know what to feel Or what is even real Polarized / too hot to hold Turning tides / so volatile Polarized / too hot to hold Turning tides / so volatile