I'm gonna treat this dark room Like a confessional I hope that's alright Cuz I've gone too long Keeping the bottle corked on The storm in my mind I know I said many times that I'd be fine But I'll set the record right, that was a lie At least I think it was But god, I can't tell It was easy for the first five months And now it's hell I didn't feel a thing When I cut the ties Now you're seeping right back on into my mind If I could've seen the end Of the tunnel I'd still be holding your hand I admit it's my fault But there's a lot to say For circumstance I didn't know what I was doing while I was doing it Like a tornado tearing through it, I ruined it At least I think I did But god, I don't know August sun to January snow And it's the little things That sink into me I just walked by and you forgot to breathe I just wanna make sure that you know You're beyond beautiful And you're the only one I've ever loved like that If I could find one of the edges of this page I would flip to that day And I'd take it back At least I think I would But god, by now I wouldn't have a prayer so I might as well stay out I know she makes your smile Shine like the sun And I'm still alive so that'll have to be enough And I'm still alive so that'll have to be enough