I fed those clouds with sombre hate Now slowly drowning in the floods To swim I thought my self alone Through rain I sense its fertile mud I know there's light behind this dark Now and forevermore Wholehearted I beg lay me to rest Wholeheartedly you numbed my chest You addictive pain You infected my brain You addictive pain you left your blame See see have I lastly grown stone cold Covered up in irksome dark Less foolish a fool is then a loon's kiss Gratefulness will guide me strong Pain I will crave as end its dawn But now and forevermore Your wide open eyes, too blind to see I portray a picture of misery Wholehearted I beg lay me to rest Wholeheartedly you numbed my chest You addictive pain You infected my brain You addictive pain you left your blame