Heaven knows I haven't always been a good man But Hell knows I've tried My angels never seem to understand My demons inside It's a constant struggle My anxiety's a bitch It's never that subtle, my need to fit in Oh it's selfish I know I hope when they bury me There'll be a crowd Not one dry eye in the place When they lay my body down I hope when they bury me There'll be a crowd Cause if I go down today There'll be no one around One by one they tell a couple stories About that one crazy time If there isn't standing room only Then I ain't done life right It's a constant struggle My anxiety's a bitch It's never that subtle, my need to fit in It's my ego I know I hope when they bury me There'll be a crowd Not one dry eye in the place When they lay my body down I hope when they bury me There'll be a crowd Cause if I go down today There'll be no one around I hope when they bury me There'll be a crowd Not one dry eye in the place When they lay my body down I hope when they bury me You'll be in the crowd Cause if I go down today There'll be no one around